Monday, September 15, 2008

Doing Me!!

I have been single now for about 8 months. I have meet a few people out there who need some serious help LOL however, I have also met some really cool people that I talk to regularly.

I have been trying to make new friends but, why is it that people feel the need to question what I do, who I do it with, where I go etc? I don’t question people about their actions so get off my back people.

Is it me, or do others feel this way?

I like talking to my friends but have started to feel as if it has become my duty to be in contact with them every day otherwise they get all bent out of shape. To be honest, I hate talking on the phone but lately that is all I do.

If you want to talk so much why do you meet me somewhere, take me to dinner?

Why do people need to question me?

I have been patient and nice with everyone but I think that I have gotten to the point that I don’t care about peoples feelings anymore. You see, I don’t do things to hurt people intentionally but lately I feel like I am walking on egg shells not wanting to say or do something that will hurt someone. My best friend tells me that I am just too nice.

Guess what? -- “Nice people finish last” so I am definitely going to have to just “Do Me”. I know in my heart that I am not out to hurt anyone but I cannot control how others feel or react to me.

I can only be me and a true friend will appreciate it.